Dear Future Husband,
I haven't thought about you for the longest time. I have admittedly been crazy busy lately doing... errrr... stuffs. You see, I've been studying hard. I've been working hard. And I even try doing both sometimes. (Yes love, I multitask all the time. I'm programmed that way). Then, I've also been spending a lot of time with my family. And I've been busy building new friendships and nurturing old relationships.
And then you see dear, I've got my plans too -- tons of them! I want to finish graduate school (with flying colors). I want to explore the beauty of Philippines and share to the world its marvelous and enchanting wonders. I want to tour around the world. I want to contribute something to the community. I want to volunteer. I want to make a difference. And believe it or not, I do want world peace. =p
With that said, my dear, I still sincerely hope you won't ever think that you have no place in my heart and in my life. You, my love, after all will be my own version of alpha and omega -- the symbol of the end of one awesome chapter of my life and the beginning of an even greater one. We'll have the times of our lives with the little me's and little you's running around. And we'll simply have our own "happily ever after."
But for now, my sweetest future husband, let my focus be to myself, my family, and my friends. Trust me, I'm not deliberately trying to shrug you off. I'm just maximizing the "me" time before I'd live with the "us" forever. You do understand that I want to be the best person that I can be -- someone you and our future children will be proud of. And you know full well how I despise regrets as well as the phrase "what if," right?
Well, at this point of our lives darling, I don't know if our paths have already crossed, but in case you think that we're meant for each other, the least I could offer is this fair warning: I might be scared. I might have doubts. I might have significant worries. And I might never be ready to share my already full life with you... ever. But then again, sweetheart, I just might not. So let's not worry about that. Let's not worry about anything at all. We'll figure it out, love. We'll just take our sweet time.